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You are viewing the most recent 3 entries October 24th, 2004: This year... I'm sad a lot. And it's different from the last two years at Catholic. Freshman year I was miserable. For obvious reasons. Those reasons were mended and sophomore year I was angsty. Met a lot of people who didn't treat me well, and I let them. I was used a lot and I claim responsibility for those instances because I encouraged it with my actions. But this year? I'm 20. I'm a young woman. I'm a child no more and I'm discovering things that are bittersweet to swallow. I'm struggling this year, with school, fairweather friends and my limits. The world is more complex than I wish it to be right now and I wanted to pack a bag and move to Chicago tonight. Just slip out as quietly as I came to the District and be done with it all. My worries aren't tragic or major...but they are not fixed easily. They are minute cracks in my walls that are almost unnoticable...but when pressure is applied, the wall nearly breaks. The sadness passes with time, but....it always comes back. Current Mood: |
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